Friday, March 11, 2005

Hmmmmmmmm...

Well shit. I haven't posted here in a month. Oh boy. Now i've lost all the readers i ever had.

It's funny. The more I feel comfortable about the idea of going to school five more years to get a Ph. D. in philosophy, the more I feel like telling people they're stupid for believing most of what they believe, because they haven't "thought" about it enough. It almost makes me want to forget all that pacifist crap and actually start fighting to rid the world of stupid people.

But this can't work.

But perhaps nothing works. We blindly fumble through darkness hoping that something'll be the magic key, the one thing that'll make existence "Okay."

This doesn't exist. Or: you'll find it, then tell people to do the same; they'll say no; you'll say "you're stupid--you're loss...to fucking bad for you."

A: I think this is true because of this.
B: You're nuts. I don't see that at all. In fact I see it's like that because of that.

Over and over again we go. But maybe we can hope to be spiraling inward instead of just going around in circles.

That's my hope right now, and why i'm doing what i'm doing...i.e. going to do, i.e. go to school.